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| 09:29pm 12/04/2005 |
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this is my FINAL update. yep, no more lj for me.
4 ppl know why, and that's good enough.
but i'm keeping this so that i can check out your guys's.
kthxbye. |
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| Found a box of Sharp Objects, what a Beautiful Thing. |
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| 08:52pm 10/04/2005 |
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mood:  chipper music: on tv they said "marijuana"
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today was another fun day. i woke up with no pants on at carolyns. haha. then i had to go home.
2 hours later i went to jimmy's. fun there as always. came home around 4.
went with momma and jess to the rec so jess could play.
came back, went to carolyns. nate, beasley and mark p. were there. but we had to leave
so we went to the rec and mark dug up worms :(. then we went to sit in nates car.
then carolyn went home to eat and we took mark home. me nate and beas went to a party store. yay.
then we got carolyn and chilled in the nature center at furhmann.
then now i'm home :)
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| your embarrasing me, your embarrasing you, so goodnight, goodnight. |
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| 12:04pm 09/04/2005 |
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mood: chipper music: hot hot heat
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last night was awesome. :)
I went to carolyn's at like, 4:30. Nate and Beasley were already there. We left for Dennis's.
Dennis and Nate jammed and Beasley slept through it all. haha. Then Kevin, Chris and 2 other people came and we started to load equiptment. Me Carolyn and Marissa couldn't figure out why dennis's pedal was sticking to the floor, evidnetly it was velcroed. haha.
We got in for free cuz we were with the band. hellz yeah!!
The first band sucked nuts. Killing Casanova was kick ass, as usual. They played the no bass song!!!
Me Nate and Carolyn played spin the bottle before they played. it was hotT! ;)
After the show me carolyn and nate went to taco hell, then to nate's to get the camaro, then to get dennis, then just driving.
All in all it was a good night. :)
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| I'll bite your lip so fucking, so hard. |
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| 03:44pm 08/04/2005 |
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mood:  i don't know music: nine inch nails
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I'm kinda fuck up. yeah.
I'm sorry. I really am. Damn..
Uhm..I really didn't mean to break any hearts.
I hope you don't hate me :(
I'm really really sorry. I do love you.
Damn. |
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| (( there's sex and drugs in a nightmare world )) |
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| 10:37pm 05/04/2005 |
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mood: tired music: joan jett and the blackhearts
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R.I.P KURT COBAIN!!! 11years.
so i thought i was in trouble today but i wasn't.
and as it turns out, jimmy did wait for me before 5th hour. woah.
i talked to kevin messing today..he looks nice with his hair how it is.
carolyn ripped her pants on a fence HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
nate and chris randomly came over to her house.
then jimmy called. it was a good night.
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| Insane in the Membrane. |
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| 03:14pm 04/04/2005 |
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mood:  content music: aerosmith
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soo i'm still grounded from AIM. bah.
Today wasn't too bad, considering we had school. I think the weather is cheering me up..even though I've been depressed lately and still am..hmm. I think I'm just mental.
I like soft pretzles with cheese.
Yes, I am putting off homework.
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| i'm in a large amount of pain |
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| 12:59pm 02/04/2005 |
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mood:  in pain music: dashboard confessional
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so i was on my way to put my guitar back in the stand and, what do ya know! i tripped over nothing and hurt my ankle. but at least my guitar is okay!!
i went to jimmy's yesterday. yay! it was funn;)
I'M CONFUSED AND I NEED HELP. so uh..IM me and help me bitches. kthxbye!
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| all in all your just another brick in the wall. |
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| 08:08pm 31/03/2005 |
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mood: sad music: thursday
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break's been..fun so far. i guess.
saturday i went to jimmy's and left my dvd over there. oopsies. but i'm going back tomorrow so its all good :)
i dont really remember what happened on sunday. lol
monday me and ryan went to carolyns. hahaha he spit a chewed up skittle in her mouth!!! haha
tuesday carolyn and kristin spent the night. it was funnn
yesterday i went to kristin's and spent the night. it was fun. we called ryan and went to his house. no one was home so it was all good. but then his parents got home so we had to like, run out of the house. lol we went and sat in his truck in helmich park. lol
today i came home at like, 4 ish or so. i've just been sitting here since then. well actually, i cried alot today.
( psh for stupid people. ) |
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| I woke up on a bloody pillow :O |
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| 10:04am 29/03/2005 |
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mood:  hyper and nervousss music: limp bisquick o.O
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I'm stretching my ears out again. this time to a 2. and it kinda hurts really bad..specially since there an 8 and no one's a 6 and i'm gonna try and shove a 2 through it!? whateverrrrr
so i love CAROLYN NICOLE PERSON-AUGESTINE a whole lot. your my world!!!! i loveeeee you!!! i'm here for you ALWAYSSSS. love love love love love love love love
i feel like i made a right choice this time..today will tell. sheot. i'm a tad nervous.
NERVOUS!!
AHHH . sourejioajrfteiou
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| 02:16pm 27/03/2005 |
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mood: tired music: designed by you
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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
or...do this one
1. Comment anonymously
2. List 5 things that will let me figure out who you are
--Don't list common things that could apply to others. Please make them directly related to you so I can figure out who it is. |
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| i'll eat your heart out... |
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| 08:42pm 26/03/2005 |
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mood: content music: the smiths
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so this morning i helped brando move. it was fun..well not really but it wasnt boring. i saw gala.
then i went to jimmy's like, all day. it was fun!
carolyn's spending the night. yay.
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| You want what you can never have. |
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| 03:17pm 25/03/2005 |
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mood:  creative, only not music: rhcp
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babysat with momma today. i listened to like, all of brando's cds. pretty sweet. i realyyyyy reallyyy want the senses fail cd. really bad. like, you don't understand. really, really, really freakin bad. i could make this hole entry about how badly i want that fuckin cd. i want it sooo really amazingly bad. reall, seriously, extreme amounts of really really badly. k
so uh..i accidnetally ran 2 stop signs today. oops.
ryan called me last night. =) but we didn't hang out, like usual. i have a cut on my back now from getting stabed with a sword.
so i had my head under a pillow yesterday and all i hear is "is she asleep" "is she okay?" "go find out whats wrong with her" "she can probably hear us" "i wonder if she's sleeping" "i should burn her" "i'm only gonna singer her hair" "that'll smell bad" "*someone lights a lighter on my arm* oh shit!!"
THANKS YOU GUYS!! KIM BURNS DOGS!!!
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| Like a drifter I was born to walk alone... |
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| 06:16pm 23/03/2005 |
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mood:  my tummy hurts music: whitesnake
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well. i guess this week is sorta busy. tomorrow i'm going to carolyn's with lots of cool people.
friday uh..nothing?
saturday-Jimmy's
sunday-...easter...
uhhhhh i guess that's not so busy, eh? heh. well i hate being grounded
SO COMMENT AND TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME CUZ I'M NOT ALOUD ON AIM!!!!!!!
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| mic check 1,2,1,2 |
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| 08:42pm 22/03/2005 |
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mood: content music: movieeee
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so. thursday will be fun. i get to see ryan :)
i'm watching 13 going on 30 with my mommy.
i only have 2 pics from sat, but i'll post em anyways!
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| Rest in peace girl, your death was such a shame. |
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| 04:47pm 20/03/2005 |
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mood: content music: astl
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How do you like the new layout!?
So. tomorrow is quite a busy day!
-detention
-target with momma
-office depot for page protectors
-get my permit!!
-copy Brando's project.
yeah!
im really cold. and im gonna go to carolyn's now. kthxbye
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| Uhhhh........Go Kill Yourself. |
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| 08:12pm 19/03/2005 |
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mood:  uber pissed off music: smile empty soul
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K so i'm fucking bored as fuck and i'm uber pissed off. Seriously, you don't even know.
I'm soooooooo mad. I wanna fucking punch someone. Goddamn. Fuck this.
Damnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This ALWAYS fucks everything up!!!!!!!! fuckkkkk.
kwhatever. I'm gonna go kill myself cuz i fucking fail at life. thxbye.
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| And I said, what about, "Breakfast at Tiffany's"? |
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| 10:26am 19/03/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: the horse whisperer
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So, yesterday I went to Carolyn's.
Ryan
Joe D.
Nate
Beasley
Dan R.
Lisa<33
were there too!!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU! k, well, it was realllly fun. I got hit in the face with a ball:( It hurt really bad. Ryan tried to pierce my nipple, but it didn't exactly work out. lol. Nate played his pretty song without bass!!! yay! Lisa got like, killed. Oh man, I love my lisa so much!!! lol. kbye
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| do you think i'm a whore |
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| 05:11pm 17/03/2005 |
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mood: tired music: billy idol
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HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY!!
so. today we have a test in dt. joy. i think i'll watch movies forever tonight.
uhm..yeah k bye.
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| 08:36pm 16/03/2005 |
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mood: tired music: everybody loves ramond
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i think i'm starting to get over ryan. yay. i mean, it's not like i EVER see him..ever. but i might see him tomorrow, which might make me rethink this. iiiidk.
but..i also think im starting to like another one of my wonderful friends. no one knows this yet though. that will also help me get over ryan. i just...when i hug him, he just holds me so tight and i just love it. idk im a stupid fag.
k so. we broke the elevator at the wcc, so now we dont get breaks in dt. but we have like, not even one more day, so idc.
i have hot sparkly tinkerbell glasses :) but there really my sisters. but i'm stealing them, so its okay. |
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